im going to sleep in five minutes.
did some changes to the blogskin.
will do more soon.

its too soon.
but soon enough.
if u dun get what i mean,
then its ok.
cos i dont know what im writing abt either.
haha!

im getting boring.
but come to think of it,
i was nver tt exciting anyway. (:
im not a pirate nor a part of HI-5.
not even a farmer.

at least i dont wear selendang tapi pakai nail polish jugak per.
or kiss2 with the bf in a train wad.
stupid minah tudungs.
dont even wear tudung lah if u want to romen2.
or at least not in public lah.
bleargh.
so ure gonna say
" at least i wear tudung what."
you know what?
go home and masturbate together with ur bantal busok ok.
i may be dirty minded. but at least im not horny like you.*

why do some people open their mouth
so big when they talk on the phone?
so tt more voice will come out ah?
you think pple will pay more attention ah?
i think they need to get BIG breasts, if its a guy,
and a BIG penis if its a girl, to be put into their mouth.

why do some pple do something like a sigh after they yawn?
i find it irritating and a bit rude.
u dont know what im talking abt?
ill show it to u one day.

* for those of u who wear tudung but dont buat maksiat di khalayak ramai atau tak buat maksiat terus atau tk cium bf at the pipi pun apalagi di mulut bercampur lidah(haha.who am i kidding.),
ignore me ok.

ok.
i got to sleep.
im not bitter.
and yes.
im still with my bf.
just with aloooooooot of space.
haha.
nothing tt a little retail therapy cannot solve.


this year the hungry ghost festival will
be for two long months.
something abt this year being the lunar year.
im not too sure myself.

so. the burning will begin.
im always extra careful when this hungry ghost festival
comes arnd. dont want to step on any of those prayers thingy.
ghosts are very real, you know.

saw a getai show just now.
watched it half an hour or so.
whoa.
the female singer's voice is very high-pitched.
the male singer's one is nicer.

got one auntie, wear ing hotpants,
go tegur her guy fren.
guy fren as in an uncle.
she took his hand to shake it and didnt let go!
haha.
instead, she sat down on the next sit with her legs wide apart while
still holding on to the uncle's hand.
then...
she put it near her private.
eww.
haha.
the uncle tried to wriggle his hand away but to no avail.
wakaka.
i guess, after not being able to after a few tries,
he decided to enjoy the
almost-can-touch-ur-vagina-thru-your-shorts-leh thingy.
haha.
walauwey.
horny sia these old people.
i shud have taken a picture.
-_-

saw alot of pple buying tons of milo and other things.
but mostly milo.
cos i think, ntuc dont sell sugarcane.
the one still long long one.
only sugarcane sugar.
haha.
sam said those were for offerings.

banyak2 berger, berger apa yg boleh berjalan?
siapa cepat dia yg pandai!!!!

better go to sleep.
see you.


* hello.
am bored.
just woke up.

i used today's makan money yesterday.
haha.
didnt tell my mother.
so today i bring bekal lor.
*dance*

bahss.
the new shop at kallang is just fine.
enuff said.
they better raise my pay soon.
grr.

i deleted the paragraph tt i wrote.
decided tt i wont tell you this one certain thing tt i
thought i wanted to tell.
hehe.

aiyah.
maybe ill be doing a multiply soon ok.
later ah.

want mandi first. (:













tis pic both of us look abit lyk dodol ah. (:












this one i look lawa kn. haha. dont look at those two faces.
not nice.












and this one. yeah. well. * shrugs*





haaa~. tts ali midy.
badan kong.
kong kong king kong.(:
this guy is funny.

shit lah.
i clicked the 'publish post' thingy and it didnt work.
but instead, my post was deleted.
bleargh.

the bf's hair is abit long, isint it?
abit like msia-ish pulak kan.
haha.
you go cut hor, wan.
but better not botak!
T_T

the mother finish masak oredi.
sambal! smell so sedap.

prawn mee.
prawn mee with lots and lots with chilli.
ate it just now.
i think with too much chilli.
haha.
now i my stomach itchy2.

rischka wants to go to sentosa this sunday.
dont feel like going though.
how ah~

wont be able to watch spore idol this wed.
haiya.
i wanna watch rahimah sing the classics.
lyk good lyk tt i when she nyanyi in the ad.

hmm.
bf, go cut hair.
rischka, ill msg you.
yani. go makan.
(:

Sunday, July 23, 2006 - Y 00:28

little english dictionary claims
to be the most comprehensive dictionary
with over 45,000 entries.
i say tt its bluffing.
ive compared it to e other dictionaries tt i cn find lying
around my house and those little letterings at the bottom of the cover
is bluffing. no kidding.
haha.

my entries are littered with words like ' haha', 'wahaha', 'hehe'
and such, arent they? not that they have tt much difference.
maybe i shud start on 'bra-ha-ha'.
you know.. to add some.. er..spice.
-_-

my brother still havent
burn the cd lah.
dont ask me abt mp3 ok.
my forst mp3, i gave to my brother. and tt was last yeeeaaarr!
both my brothers have gotten one each since then.
but i dont. not even one pathetic second-hand, from younger
brother to older sister mp3.
however, they dont know where theirs went.
so consider kn.. tkda lah.
damn them. good for nothing.
id have made good use of those mp3 thingys.
bleargh.
so.. somebody buy me one?
bra- ha- ha.

talking about cds.
the bf already burned me tt ghost whisperer show for me.
yay.
i know i have a cd burner.
i know i cn burn the show myself.
but i donwant, can onot!
i want to feel the love frm my bf, can onot!
heh. heh.

i dont have a pantsuit.
and i dont want any.

have you seen the trailer for Lakehouse?
mcm best pulak eh.
aiyah.

working at kallang now.
thank god!
more pple.
more money.
and surprise, surprise. its near bakit's house.

honey.
i need to drink some honey.
and oh.
i dont have any kids.

Friday, July 21, 2006 - Y 23:32

there is so much suffering, have u realised?
i think we all know its there but we dont really acknowledge it, do we?
how important to you is it that another person is having a bad day?

im not tt good at appreciating things.
like many others,
i tend to realise how much i need or am attached to something
only when its gone.

well.well.well.
a little self refection there.
lets get on with the post and make merry, shall we?
wakaka.

aiyah.
i continue esok can?
nak tido ar.
huhuhu.(:

Thursday, July 20, 2006 - Y 09:28

i just woke up.
to some uncle singing opera-ish song while he jogs ever so slowly,
passing the fitness corner.
im feeling so tired still.
i hate this feeling cos
i know ill be late for work.
tsk.

i watced pirates of the caribbean yesterday.
again.
this time with the bf.
he had free passes.
i got abit irritated with him while watching it.
he keeps asking me questions so as to
what will happen next.
felt like hitting his head.
(:

i got home in time to watch spore idol.
i went home early just to catch tt show.
haha.
god.
the show was a torture ok.
how come they all sing like tt?
i think at tt point of time,
they can suck cock better.
pfft.
whats with paul and his stupid hair?
and he is not cute.
whats with all the girls? are they blind?
and RAHIMAH.
tt grl need to stop tying ribbons to her arms!
shes abit of a showoff ,isint she?
did you read her interview with 8days?
ok.the above refers to all the contestants except hady mirza,
nurul and mathilda.

eh.
why am i blogging abt spore idol?
ish.
because...i oso dunno lah.

tt picture above?

well. im saving alittle sauce for tmrw.

and i wanted to show u tt ive got nice nail polish on.

haha. (:

Tuesday, July 18, 2006 - Y 21:58

the first three pictures were taken
while ive got nothing to do at work.
the pictures tt cme after those,
well, i wanted to show you the game tt i played
at work. there are the fishes, the mermaid, the crab, the
snail, the mother fish, the jellyfish,
the whale and if you cn see it in the
top left hand of the fourth picture,
the skeleton of a fish.
no lah.
the fish didnt die thus becoming tulang.
but tt thing gives out money leh!
at first i see my fren play like stupid leh.
then i try and now im a fish lover. -_-
hah.
hah.
hah.(:

- Y 00:21

a different kind of mother. ooh.kinky.
tell me im sexy.i stole those pictures from somebody's
friendster profile.
haha.
funny kn.

samantha surprised me with a bdae cake just now.
im so touched.
ahh.
*cry a little bit.*

nothing much to blog about.
i just wanted to show you those pictures.
and to tell you tt i got a cake frm my chinese kakak.
hehe.

and oh.
ive got anew name.
yaninuyasha.
yes.
a fellow anime fan suggested tt name.
i know lyk kental lah.
but im kental waaaaad.
what to do kn? (:

Monday, July 17, 2006 - Y 00:14

arr. alo lad.
haha.
trying to be a pirate there.

yes yes.
pirates of the caribbean was great.
i laughed so hard tt
i think i dropped a little
bit of water on the person who was sitting
in front of me.
heee~

my bdae today.*jumps arnd*
sms berlambak.
i didnt realise tt i hve tt many friends.
as for the ones in msn,
i forced them to wish me one.
wakaka.

ahh.just got bck frm werk lah.
super tiring and super long.
i talked to so many bangladeshi [correct spelling onot ah?]/ thai
workers.
trying to convince them to get the free m1 sim card.
you see, we give them a free m1 sim card in which there is
already $8 in value included.
and if they buy a $28 top-up card,
they'll get an additional $122 in value.
serious.
the catch?
only can be used for local calls/ sms-es and
have to be used up in one weeks' time.(:
clever ah the m1 pple.
hah.
you tell me lah.
who you want to call so tt u cn finish the $150 in one week kn?
i use my line for one month baru $99.80.
wakaka.

so how come only those workers?
because..
my company and i went to their living quaters/ dormitories.
haha.

so then, i called every person 'brother' and try to get
them into buying phones and to queue up for free sim crds!
wahah.
actually, i need'nt hve to try.they queued up
w/o being asked.

before we cn go into the place,
must give i/c leh
while my fren is writing our names down,
i smiled at the guard.
i thought he thai leh.
i thought of making his day. haha.
i pretty waaaad.
skali!
he bbual mlayu to me.
i was lyk "erk.u malay sia"
haha.

oh.
i tahan-ed and didnt pee for three hours when
i really needed to.
what?
u think over there got female toilets arr??
cish berdebar!

Saturday, July 15, 2006 - Y 22:07

yah.my brothers.
bleargh.
haha.
and see tt orange thingy
behind my youngest brother?
tts the thing tt covered e
piano tt got sold after 3 yrs
of collecting dust.
i mean.
i only know how to play one song.
just thought ud like to know, u know.
i mean..
who wud have guessed tt
i play the piano ryt.
heh.heh.heh.

going to watch pirates of the carribean in exactly
one and a half hr.
serious.
excited nya aku!!

i asked the bf to burn
the 2nd episode of the ghost whisperer
for me. the one where i cried.
ok.so maybe it was more like i bawled lah.
(:
and since he loves me, ehem,
he will do just tt.
not cry lah deyy,
burn e cd for me.

ah.
i feel the love.
ok.
i wanna watch 2020 frst.
superb lah this show!

Thursday, July 13, 2006 - Y 22:58

*exploited*

*contaminated*










*sexy*










ok. its official.
my house is a zoo.

anyway.
went out with rischka yesterday afternoon.
we saw tt grl in e
photo above. the one in silver paint.
confirm tk pkai coli eh.
she budak kecik sumore.
everytime a person donates [she asks for $2,no less!],
shed change her pose.
wow.
what a rip-off.
rischka said tt shes an exploited youth.
right..
and we are the contaminated ones.
haha. we drank contaminated water btw,
thus the name.(:

1 bottle for $1.20.
2 bottles for $1.00.
confirm contaminated water punya!!

saw the bf yesterday also.
i didnt get to watch spore idol lah.
i very sad. but what i know is tt
i lyk jasmine. i like jonathan.
i lyk gayle. i like mathilda.i like nurul.
and paul twohill sings good eventho
hes ugly. yeah.

aiyah.
11:30 is still so lambat.
shaman king is good lah.
go watch,ok?

huiling cam dwn to the shop just now.
finally!
somebody to talk to other than
guangxin the conman.
wakaka.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006 - Y 10:15

I shall update while I
kemas the most berserak rumah
in the world.
seriously.my house is lyk
kandang babi.
my brothers are slobs.

today I off lah.
nk jumpa rischka.

its been a long time since ive been to school.
and of course,
I want to be going to school.
just tt im waiting till next yr.
and next yr, god,
is taking so fucking long to come around.

I know I said in one of my posts
tt time is passing by fast.
but the thing is,
time is not passing by fast enough
for me to get into school lyk..
tmrw.
grrr.

I want to learn again.
yes. yani the gondol
wants to learn.
she wants to study.
to face the same books/ teachers for every day,
every week
and for one whole year.

in secondary school,
I studied in sec 1 and 2.
and I mean, I really studied.
and when exams are coming around while
in sec 3 and 4.
lets not talk about tt,
shall we?
haha.

have you ever noticed tt the word
'died' is in the past tense of 'study'
'STUDIED'
see.
tt means tt those who study will die
a tragic death.
and since evrybody learns at one point
or another, everybody will die!
[ the tragic death only apply to those orangs yg blajar ambik dadah
dan merogol bayi2 yg tidak boleh
mempertahankan diri sendiri.]
it all make sense!
im a genius!
haha.
no.seriously.
i am a genius. (:

you should teach your child taekwondo/ silat/ skipping
at a young age.
they need to defend themselves,
you know.
hmmph.

Monday, July 10, 2006 - Y 23:41

ok.
im deleting the previous post.
the hairy one. (:
it was too long and serves
as no purpose whatsoever.
(actually all my post are lyk tt, altho that one is more so.
if tts actually possible. i wont elaborate lah ok.)

when i grow up,
i want 4 cats [my mak wont let me have any now].
their names will be
bubur, cha-cha, kacang and hijau.
fuuh.
power beb!

i want 2 sets of twins.
a boy and a girl per set.
i want them four yrs apart.

i dont want four husbands though.
hahihihuhuhekhek.

my birthday is coming.
ITS ON THE 17TH PPLE!!
and i dowant nothing much..
just the following :
1) macbeth shoes,
2) a gerek [hopefully handsome] colleague,
3) big big bags.
4) a cute baby tt i cn pinjam for a day,
5) nicer hair,
6) new nice clothes,
7) being able to go to sch and
8) of course, money lah.

actually, just the money will do.
ill get the other things myself.
yes. even the gerek [hopefully handsome] colleague
too.
heh.heh.heh.

Friday, July 7, 2006 - Y 23:13

ok.im going to update.AGAIN.
heh.heh.
e entry b4 was in e morning what.
now at night mah. (:

aniway.
i think kids frm e age 1yr old till
5 yr olds are craaa-zaay!

haha.
yest in e bus ride home,
i felt somebody pull my hair gently
every few seconds.
i turned around and this little boy laughed.
haha.
he kept koling me jie jie
and being the sucker tt i am for small-children-tt-u-wanna-kiss,
i layan him lah.
then he jalan2 insde e bus smiling at
everybody. super cute leh.
but ah.when they alight, the mother left bloody stains
on where she duduk earlier. she got her period and
the stains kn.. bnyk leh. ish.

as i walked home after tt, theres this budak kecik,
mati2 nk tolak trolley berat tt the mother is pushing.
the kind of trolley tt u bring to pasar and its full
of things.hah.then the kid want to tolak by himself.
he shoo-ed his parents away!

and this morning.
aiyah.this kid really crazy.
he touched every persons' butt with his toy truck.
haha!! lucky dia cute miut mcm computer.
(:

okeh.bye.
just wanted to tell you those.

- Y 09:57

its funny how id start to question myself
early in e morning.
question myself about things tt happened many months
ago.
god.
i must be crazy.

just like yesterday morning. i found myself,
awake earlier than i shud be, thinking about something tt my
bf did probably 8 or 9 months ago.
it suddenly hit me lyk a whole lot of bricks and
made me want to cry.

lyk i said its funny [or not]. and a bit stupid.
when tt thing happened, i was lyk..
"bodoh nk mampos",then forgot all abt it.
i didnt give him a hard time abt it, and am certainly
not going to give
him a stupidly hard time now.
tsk.

it was a small thing.
so small tt it took me more than half a yr to realise tt
at tt point of time,
he probably wanted to leave me.

i thought abt it at 6:34am.
god.
i am crazy.
* * *
urgh.
am going to work in five minutes.
im tired lah.
waaaaa~
tmrw baru off. yes ar!

ish. i was alone at work yesterday.
i dont rmbr how i got thru a whole 9 hrs alone.
huahuahuahua.
some policeman cme to e shop cos somebody activated an alarm.
i was lyk
"eh? this shop dont have alarm lah"

ate macdnald twice yesterday.
breakfast and dinner.
im wasting money.

cant wait to mit rischka.
and oh.
bf, dont be late esok cn onot?

ok entry getting lame-o-ish.

Tuesday, July 4, 2006 - Y 22:21

hello.
one cousin got her bike license.
another cousin, i heard and i am not sure if its true,
ran away from home to my nenek's house cos
her mother didnt let her go out.
eh?
haha. so toot-toot.

just got back frm work.
my hands are itchy.
the pay is datang-ing esok.
ahh.

payday.payday.payday.
aku baru abes mandi.

ok.so those two lines dont rhyme. waaa~

i want to watch
pirates of the carribean. cant wait.

i saw a friend quarrel with her bf just now.
shes super violent leh!
wahaha. after tt, i told Wan tt he shud
be thankful tt im not violent when im
angry.

the skin is not getting any better.
in fact, maybe, its getting worse.
altho my mother said tt its actually getting
a whole lot better.

tt 26 yr old guy,
tt stupid guy,
needs to get hit. hard.
how dare he speak like tt just now.
to my mother somemore.
ive been ignoring him for one whole yr
now. ever since he told on me when i refused
to go out with him. bahs.
stupid bastard.

now im getting myself worked up over nothing.
and i think i need to
lose some weight.
maybe id go jogging or something.
whahah. to those who kenal me long enough,
ure probably rolling ur eyes. -_-

see.now my mother bising-bising.
she said i shud eat more veg and fruits.
now shes saying
" kau asl tknk ikut ckp wan (my bf)? makan lah
tomato bnyk2."
tomatoes are so red and round.
and they are not to be eaten.
i mean, have u seen tt cartoon where
tomatoes are man eaters?!
we shud get on their good side, u know.

somehow. today im talking abt things tt are not really
related to one another.
and oh!
i saw a dead mouse just now.
or was it a rat?
it was small and it has grey furry fur.
i am sure as hell it isnt a cat.
heh.

Monday, July 3, 2006 - Y 23:01

right.
it kinda bothers me how pple change frm english to
speak in their own language when they want to talk
about another person who is of a different race.

im guilty of tt too. as i am sure alot of other pple.
and i realised tt we underestimate how
much other pple actually
understand
our language.

take my so-called boss just now.
he switched frm english to mandarin to talk
to my colleague
about me.

what he doesnt realised is tt,
i understood every word of it.
when i told him tt he need not speak in mandarin
and might as well speak in english because i understand what he is saying,
he look a bit malu since everyone started to laugh
at him.
he tried to defend himself, to maintain his cool,
but too bad.

haha. i feel better. at tt very moment,
i realised tt
im starting to speak up for myself again.
ive always let him pick on
me but no more ok.

im supergirl now!
hahahahahahahaha

so.
how was ur day?

Sunday, July 2, 2006 - Y 22:14

yay! france won.
i supported france, well, simply because
japan is not in and tt i dont want brazil to win.
and also because i lyk zidane.
hes kinda old bt hey!
at least hes younger than my mother.
muahaha. (:

a little boy held the door open for me today.
i was lyk " hehe.thx ah."
hes cute btw.
maybe he read the papers on how singapore is almost
at the bottom in e courtesy survey or something. and
the little boy is out to prove tt its wrong.
that or he thinks i have no hands.
i prefer the first reason. haha.

my mother put lotion on my face for me.
gosh. i feel so loved!
wahaha. actually,, im just lazy and being the good mother tt she is,
she sapukn the lotion for me still.
*love-love*

talking about love.
superman, where art thou?
my heart is pumping and bloody and only you cn heal it.
aww.im so kental mcm kacang.
heeee~

Saturday, July 1, 2006 - Y 10:54

went to e polyclinic just now.
the doctor told me my skin is very dry.
tts all.
duh. i know tt myself.
i mean, tts e first thing i said to her when
i went in to see her.
she asked me to cme to see adoctor agn if
my skin is till lyk this in 2wks tym.
*roll eyes till can see america*

and Wan went "i told u she'd say tt and tt only".
tsk. yelah, pandai. (:

while waiting for my turn to pay,
i saw this guy.
i saw him yesterday night.
and this morning,
hes wearing e same thing and e same pair of boxers.
ish. blm mandi lah tu. ahaha.

now tt im finally home,
on a saturday no less,
i can finally watch some cartoons.
haha.yes.
i am in fact a cartoon freak. (:

i watched superman yesterday.
it is so super good.
at first, i didnt think tt brandon routh
can pull off being superman.
bt when i saw him..i was lyk..
man.hes one sexy thing.
haha.
ok.tt was a bit perverted, i know.

bt i cannot imagine any other actor than
him playing superman.
i loike superman. ooh.
not tom wellings nor any other
dark haired/fit/cute actor.
i loike superman. ooh. *mkes a chikopek-ish face*

whats happening to me?
i dont usually go all happy abt actors.
ish.

bt the show is very very good.
to me lah.
when superman [ my hero..ahhhh] saves the people in e
plane tt was meant to crash and put it in e middle of e stadium,
i wanted to cheer and clap
together e spectators in e stadium.
woooo~

and lois lanes' son is super cute.
seriously.
ull just fall in love with him. (:

ok gtg. nk mkn.
daaa