i was awaken by my mother telling me tt i have to jemur and lipat the bajus. and then, everybody went out to nenek's house to help nenek move. aku malas taknak tolong. lagipun mak aku tak panggil aku tolong pun. ahaha. so then after an hr of trying to go bck to sleep but cant, aku bangun and turned on the comp la apa lagi. heheh.

went out with the best fren yesterday and was pretty much very happy. i was at bedok south before i went to meet her and was kind of in a rush cos i thought tt id be late sebab si kakak ni kn, slalu on time tau. when i called her, she was like ' heh heh. aku tgh tunggu bus ni.' so i took my time and took a bus to the interchange instead of walking. very panas semacam la semalam.

it took me close to half an hr to smpai at the interchnge what with nak tunggu bus and all. si dektu belum smpai ah eh. rupanya time dia kata dia tgh tunggu bus, padahal member at home masih tgh siap. -_-


went down to tampines mall to have seoul garden with the mother and uncle alias before we went dwn to bugis to do some shopping. kwn ngn aku bagus tau. mak aku suka blanja mkn. huahuahua. the thing is eh, i seem to be going to bugis alot. ASAL AH? aku pun tak tau, pasal dekat agaknya. k ah, dah tak nak g bugis lagi.





kecoh ah sials. huhuhu.







i was early for school today because the announcement went - ' we are going to ITE Dover on Thursday. please be at the foyer by 8am or else, the bus will leave you. you'll then have to go to ITE Dover by yourself. attendance will be taken.'

ahhh. i dont know how to go to dover by myself okeh. im not a west person and i bet tt if i have to go to dover on my own, id only reach after the rest has got back to clementi. huhuhu.

so then i got on an early train and mcm refreshing like tt kan when i got to seat straight away. i havent been getting on the early train for close to two weeks now and thus was always late for school. somemore ah, i had to stand all the way until city hall because all those office pple and those who stay in the places the train go to before it finally comes around to bedok, oh sesungguhnya sesangat ramai, i sumpah!! mcm the whole train occupied by them gitu, abeh kalau badan kecil2 takpa la sials. semua besar gedebak gendut2 mcm aku juga. eheheh.

i very happy at first right dapat tempat duduk. mcm pot of gold like tt those seats. tapi kau... bila i get up to alight at clementi kn, my back hurt like hell la. my backache has decided to come back. ahhhhh, its been gone for so many months, ASAL LA DTG BALIK SEKARANG. )=

amidst laughing my heart out, i was pretty weighed down with the fact tt the dateline for projects are looming near and er........ project group aku is way way way beyond being finished. its so kotek because those project were thrown to us just as we sit our big asses onto those old chairs and lepas tu kitaorg smua mcm kanchiong sebab semua tak tau where to start. but when we eventually do get around to doing research etc, datangnya pula problem ke-dua. mcm mana eh nak buat report? zzzzz. -_-

***

certain problems are getting out of hand and when she asked me whats going on, i was in two minds if i should tell her. because my story might sound biased although i actually am not and also because id know shed get pretty much very very angry since the things tt i do know wont tally with the things tt other pple have been telling her.

in the end, i had decided not to tell because i had decided right there and then tt i do not know whats going on at all since i dont know both sides of the story. yes, these problems cn be classified as my problems, but lets all just put all these problems aside and forgive and forget.

***

the issue of money being the root of evil came up today while i was chatting on msn. (u must be thinking, kau gila pe? org masuk msn chat2 pasal benda2 merepek happy2 abeh kau bual pasal money being the root of all evil.) something dirty tt is passed from one person to another, going through so many hands, something tt makes the world go round. in wanting to make the world go round, ull want to firstly make your world go round. thus the rat race begins and everybody is chasing money like how a hungry dog chases a piece of meat.

i saw this on wikipedia: No matter what you do in the rat race, success is not certain, but if you do nothing failure is. - Paul Ulasien Author of: The Corporate Rat Race: The Rats Are Winning

since money is the root of all evil, does that make humans the makers of all thing evil? humans are the ones who invented monetary systems, you know, from the bartering system in which u trade something instead of paying for it to the credit cards so many use today.

SO HOW WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE LIKE TT AH? adakah nnti tau2 ada je hari2 org org terjun depan mrt train sebab stress. abeh kn, tau tau, kau tgk aku jual cincau tepi jalan. ahaha. okeh, aku tahu out of point. dah la, takmu stress ah. aku tahu ah bila aku bual serious2 mcm gini mcm bukan aku. :D


i dont need fucked up pple like u to fuck up my already fucked up life, thank u very nice.









roslan from anugerah, i like your smile a whole lot. i wasnt very impressed with ur singing but bila kau senyum je kn, aku jadi number one fan kau ah siol! ahahah.

i screamed with delight when roslan got in to the next round and exclaimed " yes ar! now i can see u smile somemore!!' mak aku tgk aku abeh ketawa.

***

i very penat nak pergi sekolah. kau imagine ah, aku tidur at 10pm tau, tapi eh, nnti arnd 3am, aku will tersadar and tak boleh tidur balik smpai arnd 430am. MAMPOS. abeh nnti aku takut sendiri sebab org org kata, frm 2am till 4am hantu hantu bnyk merayau-rayau2. ahah. nnti start ah aku imagine benda at belakang pintu la, benda at bawah katil la, benda main2 ngn kipas aku la. mama tolooonggg, aku badan je gemuk and besar tapi hati kecik mcm pantat ayam. -_-"

talking about hantu kn, i was doing my damned ITI project yesterday. my computer doesnt like me (what else is new kn kn kn) and thus had shut itself down just as i was doing the spell check on my project. so then i had to tahan mata yg dah ngantuk and buat all over again. aku nya pandai, aku tak save any part of my project pun. i was like on automatic mode in which i do reseach, copy, paste and edit. research, copy, paste and edit. research, copy, paste and edit.

moral of the story: jgn procrastinate. buat project siang2. biar nnti kau tak bingit bila comp kau sabo kau.

anyway, back to the hantu story.

time: 1030pm,
yani was on the comp diligently doing her project. ezwan was lying on on the sofa and radan was asleep in the room.

pls refer to diagram for the benda2 punya positions. ye, comp aku in the living room. tak ble tgk porn sesuka hati, tau2 jengjengjeng mak aku balik from work aja. ahaha. paham-paham eh which letter of the alphabet represents which. yg budak pompuan tu aku ah. aku perasaan rambut pink spiky2 skejap. mcm funky doodle gitu. ahah.





ahhh. so then maybe tts why. matnoh, matnoooooohhhhhhhhhh.went out with tt boy for sup tulang before he pergied kerja. he tak suka aku post gmbar at blog, tapi apa aku kisah. aku tak takut sama kau. (=







inilah aku katakan, 'mengata dulang paku serpih, mengata org dia yg lebih.'

YESSSSSSAAAARRRRR. AKU HAPPY!!!


18 May 2007, Friday.

riks couldnt make it. farah teman-ed me pergi to my umairah's wrkplce so i cn apply for a job. i masuked, and asked if theres any vacancy. straightaway the person asked me to take a passport size photo and to give her a photocopy of my i/c front and back. i was did just tt, got the job and will be starting next week. aku ada terperanjat skajap ah, mcm senang aja dapat. (=

the passport size photo tt i took, farah kata gmbar tu lawa. so i dgn tak tau malu nya ckp - ' kau ambil satu. simpan dlm wallet. kalau ada kwn hemsem, tunjuk gmbar aku.' i was joking tau tapi si budak kecil tu benar2 take one and keep. wahaha.

rafta and rohaida came, farrah went off to meet her bf, kita tiga g mkn, then we went shopping. from bugis junction to bugis street, back to bugis junction, on to cityhall, marina sq, cavanas, suntec city for cab, shaw towers for cab and in the end, we took the mrt at bugis. huahuahua. taxi2 smua kurang ajar. all on call. and those that are not on call are waiting to be called. -_-

rafta was wearing a new pair of shoes. abeh kaki melecet. tu lah, lain kali gigit blakang kasut tu ble? heh. and then we were talking about how if the second toe is longer than ur big toe, then kau suka bully ur husband/bf. EH SERIOUS AH?

tgn aku nmpak gemuk siak.

***

aku sekarang kuat maki tau. theres at least one vulgar word in each sentence. MAK OI. now i sound like matnoh a few months ago. back then, i used to go ' eh noh. u swear like a sailor ehhh. ' tapi sekarang dia dah baik tau. tak maki2. abeh aku yg take over. -_-

i dont want you to go to new york can? )=

because everybody's busy doing projects, and im supposed to be just as busy doing my prject, but ive decided to take a 10min rest. (=

the girls have been telling ghost stories incessantly over the past few days and the stories are scaring the shit out of me. especially those toliet ghost and tangga ones. so aku sekarang make sure at night ada surah yassin at aku nya window. ahahah.

i ikut ain to the toilet just now and we went to the one on the 2nd floor. i didnt even know tt theres a toilet in tt corner la dey. abeh toilet dia mcm yg dulu2 nya yg cermin empat segi and kecil2 only. the cermin nya height is frm my head to just below my shoulder blades.

then i masuk, i kacau2 ain and said that this toilet mcm scary. abeh si dektu nak berak tau. so after i finish kencing, we were talking all the while, i washed my hand and went -

' ah k. aku dah nak keluar ni. kau jgn bebual lagi tau. sebab kalau ada org jawab, tu confirm bukan aku.'

ahahaha. member takut siak. tak sampai aku duduk at this kerusi 5min, dia dah masuk tersengih2. kata ' aku takut. heh heh.'

speed shitting or what?! (=

i better go back to doing my project. ada kah umairah tau aku membebel at here, kena hentak kepala aku nnti. huhuhu.


blogger dah okeh tau!! AHHHHH. BEST NYA.


my youngest brother. si irritating ni. nasib baik aku syg dia.. kalau tak dah lama aku sekel.



remember when i told you tt one of my prjects consist of my having to start and online website selling some things? and i had decided to do it on blogger?

remember when i said i cannot upload the pictures from the computer at home because blogger probably hates me for uploading many crappy pics over the past year and has decided to take revenge by not allowing me upload even one damned pic?

yah well kn. SCHOOL AKU PUNYA COMP EH, TAK BLE RIGHT-CLICK AH SIALS. AMACAM AKU NAK TRNFER GMBAR FRM THUMBDRIVE TO COMP TO BE UPLOADED TO BLOGGER NI MCM?!! AKU PRESS COPY FILE PUN TAK BOLEH AH SIAK. PUKI LAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!

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did i tell u tt i went for eyebrow threading the other day and the lady did it too thin for my liking and tt ive come to a conclusion tt i absolutely look like a minah? id post a picture of my eyebrows if i could, but i cant, *$&%^$%#!%$^&(!!!!!!!*$*%%%, so kauorg g frenstr aku tgk la okeh.

siak ah, nak wait for my eyebrows to grow back like last time confirm lama and memburukkan. ah k. aku bingit. nak g tgk kekwns lain kena torture by singapore tourism boards nya org.


we always have alot of free time, here in ite. and from friendstering to blog-hopping to finally getting down to do the research for projects, some of my classmates sampai tgk porn sekali. ahahah. aku join jugak ah tapi 5 min aja. aku kan semangat nak buat research for my projects. (=

***

dulu time aku primary two dulu kn, a friend of mine (while i was eating nasi lemak) went ' eh yani!! kau tau tak.. ikan nya mata kita tak ble mkn tau. nnti kita buta!!"

yani: ' eh abeh?'
wotshername: ' ABEH KAU MKN IKAN BILIS DGN MATA2 DIA TU!!'

i didnt eat ikan bilis fo close to a week after she told me tt, and then, i decided tt id rather go blind than tak dapat mkn nasi lemak tgther with ikan bilis.

another time, i was sitting across this indian boy and he was eating some sort of pork soup or something. abeh dia tiba2 terspill and instead of telling me to move away, he watched as it dripped onto my skirt without my realising it. bila aku mcm ' eh. asal skirt aku basah eh' and saw the stupid pork soup membasahing my skirt, aku nak nangis ah sial. i went to the teacher and said tt i must change my skirt because terkena soup babi, and the fucking chinese teacher went ' aiyoh. only soup what'.

it was only after i started crying and went ' SOUP GO BABI!! BABI IS HARAAAAMMMM!!!' that she let me borrow a skirt from the school.

tapi sekarang, babi or no babi, aku tak kisah. ahahaha. ckp pasal babi, kauorg tau mock meat? its some sort soy based thingy tt has meat flavouring. i learnt about it in f&n while in sec sch ( ehem. lepas tu aku dropf&n. lepas tu aku menyesal la eh. ahah.) so now kalau org tanya, 'u all got halal pork onot?', u can say 'HAVE!!' because theres the mock meat tt tastes like pork and its pretty much like the same thing. tapi kn, the texture different ah. aku tak bermaksud aku mkn babi before ah, as in bila aku mkn ayam betul and ayam mock meat the texture lain tau. and then ah, to aku kn, rasa mock meat babi and rasa mock meat ayam, ikan etc sama. so maybe they put the same flavouring into every mock meat tak? tapi next time kalau org cina tanya ' u dowant to know what pork tastes like ah?' u just go " alahai. taste mcm chicken only. CEH!' heheheh.



ni one of my lagu faberet. sedih sesangat. time ni mariah carey mudah eh, sexaaayy yo! tapi sekarang.. er..

***

the mother's day chalet was gerek la. there was alot of food and alot of fun. we played tons of games, went to wild wild wet, stayed up drinking frapps from mccafe and took many many picture. zizie pretended to be a ghost in some of the pics and i got goosebumps when he stood behind me. aku kn penakut. huhuhu.

***

theres the date with riks and aida this friday. theres also one with the classmates on saturday. i cannot wait laaaaaaa. (=


first up, last down.

tts mostly the case anyway whenever im at home. ill be awake so early u wouldnt believe it considering the time i slept the day before. and seriously? its such a chore being like this. because my eyes refuse to listen to me when i tell it to go back to sleep, ill be a walking zombie the whole day. abeh nnti dah petang, bila terasa ngantuk eh, i wont get the chance to tidur tau. confirm ada aja kerja nak buat. so then wait my mata mcm drug addict. kuyu-kuyu like tt. ahahah.

lets not even start on the eyebags okeh. BAHS.

aku nmpak hanis (KAK LEK AH EH!) kena kerja at co-op semalam. rasa2 mcm nak masuk mintak free chocs tapi pikir dua kali, aku at canteen and mcm malas pula nak jalan all the way to mintak free chocs tt sudah tentu aku takkn dapat free. huhuhu. hanis dah jadi taukeh kedai ehh. kau tinggi eh hanis. kasi aku height kau sikit ble? makasih kakak. (sekarang dah kakak2 kn, birthday dah lepas pe.) (=

***

ah. matnoh will be going away for the whole three weeks in which ill be having my three weeks holidays. ALAAAAAAAAAAA. KAU NI PUN!! )=

tapi takpa ah. aku ble hooray2 skejap. heh heh heh.

***

will be celebrating mother's day today and tmrw. the mother and aunties had booked two chalets, one for the org tuas and one for the children, and had had everything planned out. the games to be played, the food, whos to bring the ice ( INI PALING IMPT OKEH! ) and etc.

my mak was put in charge of planning out the games to be played ( as per always.) sebab she mamang semangat bila part2 gini and to buy the cake. cake taknak kalah letak muka the mothers smua okeh. -_-. nnti aku mkn kn, aku nak mkn kepala mak aku. muahaha.

sekarang u tgk my house bersepah dgn barang2 for the games. the mother kena work niari so siapa yg kena bawak benda2 berlambak ni pergi ke chalet pukul 2pm nnti? IYA KAMU PANDAI!! SAYA LAH YG KENA BAWA.

baru igtkn nak relek2 tau dtg chalet lmbat2 jadi i no need to tolong2 apa2 tau. datang je terus mkn. ahahaha. yani mcm babi siak.

i better go charge the camera. nnti nak amik gmbar takda batt pula. okeh byeeeeeeeeee!!


i made an account at xanga yesterday. half an hour later i deleted my xanga acc. i had thought tt since blogspot is giving me so much problem, i might as well just move to another site. AHHHHHH. tapi ianya serupa tidak sama. and i sesangat tak suka xanga. )=

wahpiang. one of my prjects include having to upload pictures onto blogspot and since i cnnot do it at home, ill have to stay back at school to do just tt. dah lah comp at sch lembab nak mampos.


for goodness sake!

my computer is so gone la. it wont allow me to upload the damned pictures here and i so the very cannot be bothered to upload the pics while at school. nnti nak kena go shutterflly and copy and then baru can upload. leceh kan. pfft.

i cannot even change the font and the colour of my posts. so ill type my all my posts at home, save them as drafts, change the fonts and colour while at school if i have nothing to do and then baru aku post. kalau setakat change fonts and colours ni smua aku rajin ah but part gambar-gambar ni kirim salam sudah la eh. aku rimas ah posts aku smua sama colour. ahahah. kental kan aku!! (=

dont be surprised if one day kauorg come to my blog and see three new posts okeh. they will be my posts for three days tapi aku publish all at one go while at school. heh heh heh. dont eb surprised if theres more than three! ( ahaha. bedek siak. ntah2 stakat satu aja nnti.)

***

i was out with the mother and aunties at century sq on the 4th and i saw samantha. everytime i go to century sq kn, i will always go to the nokia shp and look for her. but tt day baru i see her. imagine ah brapa lama aku looked for her sey.. eversince i berhenti frm kerjaing at the hp shp.

i suka dapat jumpa my chinese kakak because i did miss her very very much. nothing had changed and we talked and laughed just like the way we used to. it had seemed like as if all those months in which we were too busy to meet up with each other, her with nokia and me with a new job and school soon after, hadnt pass after all.

i love u la, ah sam. and i love ur new haircut. (=

***

met the elfie, zizie and mira on the 5th. elfie baru dpt gaji and blanja-ed us all to carl's jr. i was with them till 730pm and then went off to meet minimat. tts about it. aku malas nak type panjang2 sebab it was so many days ago and its lost its appeal for me to write about. hahahaha.

ok ah. yani nak bye. (=


- becos we are nothing since we were never anything.-

BLOGGERRRRRRRRRRR!! NI LAST WARNING EH CB!! KAU JGN MAIN2 SIOL!!

(wan. jgn bilang i suruh humban comp eh. goreng pisang bawak mari dulu eh, brudder.)


EH BLOGGER.

KALAU SMPAI ESOK KAU TAK OK EH, AKU SUMPAH AKU TUKAR KE LIVEJOURNAL!!


blogger ni gila. i cannot upload photos here. i shall upload them as soon as blogger is okeh and then i tell u all my story yg panjang jeler ok sygs.

ok bye! (=


my computer has no sound drive. mr sound drive had decided tt he deserves a holiday about 3 weeks ago and never came home. so sekarang memang ah aku dwnload lagu bnyk2, tapi tak bley dngr. mama tolong.. i nak my sound drive back. )=

my sound drive went over the ocean,
my sound drive went over the sea,
my sound drive went over the ocean,
oh bring back my sound drive to me.

bring back, oh bring back,
oh bring back my sound drive to me, to me
bring back, oh bring back,
oh bring back my sound drive to me.

KAUORG PLS TGK VID NI OK. i only tgk the first 5min sebab mcm panjang sgt and lagipun aku baru habis mkn. thank you Hanis ( aka kak lek. ahahah.) for the vid. (=

http://www.veoh.com/videos/e176608S4r7zsNN?confirmed=1

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the mp3 eh, buat prangai tau. i wanted to re-install the mp3 software ( smua benda hilang bila computer tersyg ni di repair.) so tt i cn put the songs under categories abes tu tak boleeeeehhhh. mak oi. no sound drive. nak install ni mp3 peh software pun tak bley. apa yg boleh ni!!!! so now i have to put all the songs into one big folder and yg menyusahkn is aku kena scroll and scroll and scroll to cari the song tt i want to listen tu. AIYAIYAI. mcm cb eh.

***

niari aku pandai. aku bawak payung g sch. so niari aku action ah jalan in the rain slow2. aku ada payung pe. apa mau stress jalan laju2. ahaha.

ah k bye ah. aku lapar ah.