WE ARE ALL UNDER THE SAME SKY.

Friday, June 29, 2007 - Y 22:37

NI POST PANJANG OKIE... pls scroll down to see how long it is and decide if u want to read it.

i was looking for drinking for 11 on imeem and they've only got the 30seconds preview. i pergi songs2play the song cannot play. abeh mcm mana sials aku nak letak tu lagu faberet disini?! cis! pilu gegerl dibuatnya.

i went to buy tt mango top kn, tt day bila i keluar dgn riks. abeh bila try dlm fitting room i very happy sebab lawa. tapi eh, tadi i try ah, eh siak ah, mcm tak lawa habisssss. firstly, besar nak mamps, secondly and part ni impt eh, make my boobs look like mosquito bites like tt. aku ni tetek nak lebih besar sebab tetek aku size kuih pau aja (kauorg stop suruh matair aku ramas ble? dngr2 aku ada matair pe. O_P <-- ni emoticon mata kero. hahah.) abeh top tu buat tetek aku yg tak seberapa ni mcm aku ni 8yrs old pula.. pau tak menjadi gitu kn. NO DEAL, DEFINITELY NO DEAL OKEH!!

so, anybody want to buy the top? i sell u at half the price i bought it for. i wont cheat u one la, the price tag is still attached. and i definitely wont change the price w a black pen la. kauorg pikir aku penyamun ke nak mkn duit kauorg. EH WAIT. one third of the price ble? heh heh. but pls make sure ure one size bigger than me..

talking about boobies... jengjengjeng. best tau convo ni!

kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
funnily enufi just talked to him just now on the phone..
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
WAH!
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
what u all talk abt?
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
phone sex ah? ahaha
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
oi! keep ur dirty mind to urself ok
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
hehehehe
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
abeh bual pasal what siak..
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
maybe when u matair with him ur dp will be very applicable, yes?
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
WTH
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
' sometimes i wonder why ure still with me. but then i look at my boobs and think 'OH YEAHHHH'' (this is what her dp says. :D)
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
hahaha, really siak. suits u.
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
no mah no BF
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
wiat lah, soon okeh
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
so confident ah
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
confirm one la
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
why u not confident ah.
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
of course lah
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
not like u all ok
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
plannig my marriage and how many kids i'll have..
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
what u mean?
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
EH I NVR PLAN MY MARRIAGE OKEH
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
i only think abt it
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
ahahaha
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
like real
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
secretly u want the cinderella wedding rite
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
of cos i do
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
but only when im 27
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
wah plan oredy sia..
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
tapi nak kawin umur 27
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
belum tau, matair ada bila 27 ke tak
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
u confirm can wan
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
my boobies smaller than urs.
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
wat does boobies have to do with anything. bsides u want them so bad, i'll trade u..
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
okeh! bila mau tukaran deh? huhuhu
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
and boobies has got everything to do with it. refer to ur dp pls. (=
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
anyways i continue tell u wat happen with my fren
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
k tell me (=
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
we got abit sidetracked
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
we all STM mah
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
stm tu apa?
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
steam? ahaha
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
no lahshort term memory
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
oooh
kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! says:
u dirty u noe
tempe tetap ngetop! says:
ahahah. dirty yes, horny, no. (=

kacau si kwn aku tapi tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! best gila babs. dia mcm serious2 abeh dah campur ngn kita budak2 dirrrrrty dirrrrty (ahaha, mcm paham siak!) she also abit2 becoming like us. so tgh tunggu time grand showdown she let her hair down and main2 sabun. ahaha. *perverted emoticon*

she doesnt know i put this convo here, she'll prob kill if if she ever does find out. i dont think she read my blog ah. alah lagipun ada part aku delete pe eh, kwn aku tapi aku tak ble bilang nama nnti dia bunuh aku tau! (=

the family pergi tgk transformers. i tak go tgk pasal i nak tgk next week. then ah, she kacau me about pocong. then she lompat here and there to mimic a pocong and laughed when i slapped her arm and asked her to stop. ish, mama.. mama.. *shakes head*

then she action u know. she say 'kakak, baik2 tau. nnti dia ketuk pintu ke, panggil2 nama ke.. kakak lagi sorang at rumah. *evil face*' then she keluar i close door kn. then i pandai. i tgk thru the peephole and waited. she tgh pkai slippers at the corridor.

and waited. she tgh suruh my adik angkat the plastic bag to throw.

and waited. she turned to look at the door.

and then, she creeped slowly (my brothers laughing silently with their hands over their mouths) towards the door.

just before she cn knock, tt splitsecond in which she had reached out her hand and made a fist out of her palm, i opened the door and went ' AHAHAHAHA, APA AJA!!'

then we all laugh laugh and i waited for her to go dwn the stairs then i tutup pintu. before tt she still sempat smile and say, 'nnti kakak kalau mkn durian, kalau ada org tanya 'makan apa tu..' jgn jawab k.' sebab i asked abt the durian tt she bought. cis!

so now ive got the living room lights turned on and the rooms punya pintu all closed. and i wont tidur i sampai they all balik. yah, im penakut like tt. :D

OKEH! i dah tau mana nak dpt drinking for 11 to put on my blog! yey-yey!

Thursday, June 28, 2007 - Y 20:25

went out to tgk nenek on tuesday. brought her to change her address (syg, the police stn at hougang takda org hemsem. cis!) and mkan kfc. nenek aku pun suka ambil gmbar tau! heheh, unlike my mama who always cover her face bila i nak ambil her gmbar. :D

this pretty girl is mira. siapa mau date?! heh heh.

i told u my nenek suka ambil gmbar. huhu.

went on out to catch fantastic four on wed. manyak bagus hor. tapi yg part paling best kn, bila before the movie, ada trailer cerita transformers abeh ada megan fox. *melts, air ludah meleleh*

left quickly after the movie, i didnt want to hang around with tt particular friend tt much. told the friend i had to meet intan sebab she got problem (in which she absolutely does not have! haha) and tt i have to leave strghtaway lepas tgk movie. member mcm 'oh so u just making use of me to fill in the time la?' abeh aku mcm buat muka innocent ckp ' tak la! mana ada siak. ni last minute sia. my friend just msged me.' i bet he didnt buy tt. ahaha. biar ah. memang aku making use of dia pun. siapa suruh dia sibuk nak mamps? aku dah kata aku taknak kluar, taknak kluar,. TAKNAK KLUAR. yani jahat ehh... kadang2 aja. :P

i tgh jalan at suntec on the way to jumpa intan sekali nmpak satu lelaki ni kudut2 luar la senza tau. abeh mcm ' eh dekni familiar ah. mcm matair riks.' i masuk la senza and true enough, she was inside. member shiok2 pilih sluar dalam smpai tak nmpak saya masuk. so i jerit (i always jerit her name anyways.) 'RIKS!!'. konporm babygirl terkejut kn sebab tgh ghairah pilih sluar dlms! ahahaha.

after hi hi bye bye (ada lagu melayu title ni tau. kau tau tak? ahah), went on to meet intan. sekali dua kali, her kwn kerja is our primary schmate. so tiga2 mcm 'eh u pri 4/5/6 what ah? ahhh! i know her. i know him!'

kita tiga berangan nak jadi budak MINDS.

***

ni tadi gue pergi mkn thai express sesama kekanda gue. aku sempat ambil gmbar mango slad je. yg lain smua aku dah strt malas sebab aku lapar so ngap je strghtaway. huhuhu. kau tgk eh, muka aku takda makeup mcm cb. kau pernah nmpak cb kn? ah, kalau tak pernah nmpak, mcm gini la rupanya. huhuhehehaha.

i wonder, does anybody ever thinks tt hes my bf? i jalan w him selalu link arms tau. ahaha, tapi tak mungkin. mesti org pikir ini dua2 girl. (:

we went in search of the much talked about hot guy working at river island vivo. TAK ADA PUN. i realised kan, ive been using my two black racerbacks mcm bnyk kali eh in these two weeks. asal ah? maybe pasal takya gosok tak? maybe ah, sebab tadi aku nak g hougang kn, aku ambil je baju tu dari bakul. huhuhu.

I'll take you to the candy shop

I'll let you lick the lollipop

Go 'head girl, don't you stop

Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)

I'll take you to the candy shop

Boy one taste of what I got

I'll have you spending all you got

Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)

this song reminds me of rischka. i know u rmbr us singing this song and making perverted faces while working at republic plaza. huhuhu.

also reminds me of 50cent singapore. MCM PAHAMMM AH LU. :D

Wednesday, June 27, 2007 - Y 11:11

i smpai at SGH pukul 830am genap siak. betul kata si father figure tt i will smpai around tt time since my appointment was scheduled at 8 in the morning. takbley bangun la tadi pagi. mata i berat nak mamps. alarm bunyi pukul 6, tapi bgn pukul 715. eh tapi counted as quite fast juga, u know. i came out of my home at around 8am, abeh smpai 830.. lincah gila babi seh itu mrt.

the dentist eh, make me realise tt i do still like guys afterall. cute nak mamps sak. melt my heart. ahaha. he asked me if i got pkai braces before. i shook my head & aku pikired dia nak bilang aku pakai braces tau. and then i had planned on him telling my mama tt i really2 need to pkai braces so tt she will see tt i really really need to pkai braces. because i really really do want to pkai braces.

sekali member kata 'good eh.. ur teeth very straight. like wear braces before kind of straight. u dont need to wear braces unless u picky la. heh heh.' LERRRRRRR.

i dont get it. i have been wanting to wear braces and close all the gaps and here he is telling me tt i dont need to wear braces. KIRA AKU PICKY ABOUT MY TEETH AR NI EH, MR DENTIST CUTE NAK MAMPS? ahah. i think maybe cos hes young so he dont know what hes talking about. -_- but hes really nice though. cara dia bebual, even if it is only about teeth, mcm.. ahh.

i dont need to get my wisdom teeth out. he say aku lucky sebab every one of my wisdom tooth smua grow straight. so then he cleaned my teeth (mcm intimate gitu kan he cleaned my teeth. ah dah intimate tu mcm, dia dah kena kawin ngn aku ah!) and it was sakit like mcm nak jerit (tapi pelan2 ah). however, aku act strong and diam aja.

he told me tt theres enough space in my mouth to accomodate the gigi wisdoms. but he say cuma kalau i put on weight, then kalau tembam then will mcm dlm mulut tu ketat sikit. i know dlm mulut ketat sikit sounds vulgar la, tapi tts what he really said! only tt i translated it to malay. (=

sekarang aku berfeeling mulut aku besar mcm ning baizura.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 - Y 00:14

out with rischka. aida joined halfway, and left halfway.

ni si rischka happy dpt mkn. we were lapar nak mamps smpai order bnyk2 at pastamania. at last tak habis. tu lah akibatnya kalau gelojoh. ahah.

tak sah kalau kita ambil gmbar tak buat muka merepek mcm kerepek eh.

they finally meet each other. huhuhu.

tgh jalan sambil gossip. sempat take out camera ambil gmbar. heh heh.

we went crazy at marina sq. ok actually, rischka went crazy. member ye-ye kata ituari 'i dont know what to buy leh.' sekali dia yg bershopping besar. huhu. at last, 'ariyani, this skirt like nice ah..', 'ariyani, i like this button down..' and etc.

we went off quite early sebab kn the mother leceh (riks say i jahat because i say my mak leceh. huahua.) ask me come tamp cos she want buy new hp and ask me help her choose. tapi bila aku smpai, the mother dah choose pun apa hp dia nak. bila dtg je ' lawa eh ni phone. mama nak beli yg ini ah..' -_-

so then, for making me rush to help her make a decision which she had already made before i smpai (maybe cos she waited for me quite long leh. around 1hr plus plus), i buat muka sedih and ask her blanja me haagen daz or however u spell it la. huhu, lagipun haagen daz right outside nokia shop pe. *good-boy-who-watches-porn-dlm-diam emoticon*

aku suka tau kluar ngn mak aku. eventho dia tahu tt if everytime i go out with her, if shes buying something then kadang2 i also will want to buy something, she still ajak me anyways. then i pandai membodek and selalu buat suara baik bila nak benda. heheh. nnti i start 'mamaaaa' nnti she will go ' ah apa ni buat suara baik? kau nak apa ni?'

ngn mother aku je tau aku berani minta benda. org lain, smua aku act cool cat and beli sendiri. ahaha.

then she will say 'ah kakak kalau nak benda, buat baik ngn mama. tapi kerja rumah selalu kena mama suruh baru buat eh.' so then, thats when i swear by the moon and the stars tt when i get home i will do whatever it is tt she wants me to do.

eh tapi aku rajin juga tau. kalau kata aku tak kerja or what kn, i will clean the house. tapi by the time she come home frm work selalu dah berselerak balik. sebab adik2 aku dah balik and menunggang-langgang kn rumah kembali untuk menjadi hospital kandang kerbau. so my mama will always think i pemalas. tapi takpa, sekarang the mother got 3G oredi. so i kemas, then i will call her and show! huhu.

eh tapi kn, ada 3G problem juga tau. nnti kalau2 dia nak tau aku at mana, she will just video call me. then ah, i cannot lie im on the way home ke, im with somebody im not ke.. aiyoyo. pening kepala hamba yg tak seberapa ini.

Saturday, June 23, 2007 - Y 10:28

kau selalu kata, 'alah, nak mati mati sesama ah'

takmu marah la, b! HUAHUAHUA.

kau nak tau ni gmbar zaman bila? ni zaman time tu aku and intan punya kerja makan, makan and makan somemore only. smpai makanan cina pun kita ok go aja. aku rasa kn tan, ni yg start perut kita buncit ah, time sec 4. eventho we put on wt, our skirts still fit okeyyyy. ahah. abeh aku kena tuduh pendek kan skirt school walaupun seumur hidup aku, aku tak pernah nak pendek2 kan skirt smua. g sch aku duduk terkangkang nak skirt pendek2 apa hal.

ni mrs lim ah ni. selalu cari kesalahan aku. abeh at last ckp ngn aku, 'now u in charge. u see whoever the skirt so short u must scold them. say must lengthen their skirt. or else ah arrrrriiiiyani, if their skirt still so short ah, i punish u instead of them.' EH?!!! nasib aku pandai membodek and pandai berbuat bodoh bila dia panggil2 aku. huhuhu.

***

it doesnt matter if ur best friends embarrass you. because ull forgive them for doing so 5minutes later. nasib kau baik ah intan! especially since uve done it twice & lagi2 kau publish at blog kau ehh. tapi jgn hawa pula start, ah part tu, aku nangis.

tan, aku ada gmbar yg kita g baybeats two years ago tau. kau nk? :D

Friday, June 22, 2007 - Y 23:34

had spent thursday night by changi beach with the family, the mother's colleagues and their family. pit, barbequed chickens/stingrays/prawns in which nobody under the age of 23 wants to help barbeque but bila part mkn smua mcm mcm bees to honey. ahaha. kita duduk jauh2 makan buah manggis and kuih layang2 sebab taknak tolong smpai cik ruhana and husband dtg bwk chicken wings and udangs! (=

it was a night of monopoly, bingo, akon music for approx one hr (nasib baik siak. his songs ada yg nice but aku tak ble tahan his voice la!), ghost stories and dngr makciks cerita2.

there was this part in which one of the makcik was telling ghost stories when somebody goyangkn the whole tent. kita peh terperanjat. and then cik jun dah ketawa kata ' ahahah. muka satu2 pucat. AHAHAH' -_-

playing bingo was definitely the highlight of the gathering. dari malam smpai ke pagi, then lepas makan breakfast sambung lagi. we played with money, only 20cents per person but still, there were quite a number of pple leh, and it was betul2 punya kecoh. tak pernah aku nmpak org main bingo smpai jerit2 'YES! YES!' (padahal belum menang. setakat number dia dah dipanggil aja.) or shake their hands up in the air like how ud do when ure playing tt game called stress bila menang. huhuhu.

aku tido kol 530 and pukul 7am si siti and kak sri dah terpanggil2 aku suruh mandi laut. aku tukar sluar, abeh igt nak mandi ah, sekali sejuk nak mamps. tak jadiiiiii aku~

lawa eh. :D

yg figure kecil2 tu dorang ah tgh mandi laut and terpekik terlolong.

went home before noon and then dah bgn, siap2 g mkn sakura.

open wide ah.. then cn put in more food.

Family.
bukan aku pendek, adik aku yg tinggi. kalau yasmin tu, dia memang pendek ah. ahah.

everybody wore something brown. i only perasan bila i tgk the pictures while in the bus. k dah, aku penat. nnti aku describe bnyk2 korang boring pula kn kn kn! pictures will be up on the shutterfly, lates,t in three days time.

intan and farah thoroughly memalukan aku about one same thing on two diff days and while each of them not knowing what the other did until after they did what they did. minta kena hakdushhhhhhhh. erk. i peh malu, mcm nak drown diri sendiri je at changi. nasib org tu mcm nvm nvm kind one.

Thursday, June 21, 2007 - Y 13:49

i just read my horoscope for yesterday and today and they're freaking me out. how do these people, whoever they are, make these things up but still manage to get it very very close to the truth anyways?

now im reading the one for the whole of this week. mana tau, sekali ada part aku jumpa duit ke. ahaha.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 - Y 23:02

it was a sunny yellow banana day. the mother called at noon saying tt we'd be going to swensens and tt i better have already habis kenas rumah and lipat baju by the time she sampais the rumah. oh, she sampaied rumah alright. cuma aku masih belum mandi and baru halfway lipat baju. heheh. it took me about an hour to get ready, nothing special takya semangat pakai makeup nya case, and then went to fetch yasmin and her cousin sebelah her father.

so.. sila memperkenalkan the other young girl other than yasmin and i (ehem, kau jgn pikir aku tak young eh!) is wani. tts the brother and the mother, kalau kauorg tak pernah nampak. :D

the bandana and eye-patch comes togther with the spaghetti set. albeit, it wasnt mine but who cares. tu dua budak kecil taknak pakai the two things to amuse me so i pkaied those things to amuse them. mana mau dapat kakak ni mcm. huahuahua.

***

girlfriends are forever.

we went through primary school as acquaintances, secondary school as best friends and to er, babi gorengs yg manis-manis? ahaha. thighs aku and intan's LAST WARNING EHH!

(imagine norfasarie's voice in dua kali lima dol. imagine muka aku setep cute and mulut, aku muncung-muncungkan mcm tikus.) lagu ni best ah, b! lyric appropriate sekali! i nak u dua tau tt:

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there. (unlike how our boyfriends, when we do have them, are. hahaha.)

aku jiwa sama ni dua la ehhh. hehs.

anyways, to class 4C of year 2005, this is who once was at some point of time while we were all in sec 3C (we all progressed to sec 4C, i know. but i want to tell everybody i last time monitress cn! aha.) your class monitress talking. want to go makan onot? i think its time to have a gathering of some sort. close to two years never meet oredi lo! do leave me a msg or a tag if you dont have my number. you guys ask around and see who will confirm go one then tell me wokays. cheers!

- Y 00:50

twas like the old times when it was just us three. even hawa said so. and since being like the old times feels so good, we had decided to meet again this thurday. ah ni part, nak shopping ehhh. k dah, aku malas ah nak type panjang2. pics are with ah tan at the mo. cepat upload la, b! i nak simpan buat kenangan. huahuahua.

this was my 2005 song of the year.

2005 seem like so long ago, doesnt it? i miss my sec 4C.

Monday, June 18, 2007 - Y 11:53

whats with guys and wanting to keep long hair, anyways?

when one person said he wants to keep his hair long and dye it this shade of blonde tts almost white , and then get black highlights, i was like O.o. ni part eh, tts the only thing tt cn explain what i was like when i got to know. ahahah.

O.o reminds me of hanis, ah. hanis, aku dah tau. other from boyfood.com kn (aku tau kau selalu pergi. jgn nak bedek. mana kau dpt tau ni site aku taknak tau.), u shud go to myfirsttime.com. intan recommended me this site a few years back and its kekek gila. aku dah lama tak g tapi im sure ull like it sebab kau masih young and horny. huahuahua.

back to the hairy issue.

matnoh, yes he called out of the blue to say goodbye cos hes going to ny for 3weeks. setep mana punya tiga tahun aja kau ni, was calling me gemuk here and gemuk there (what else is new. "eh gemuk! u disappoint me sia..' relek sua aku disappoint kau eh. minta kena sepak takraw kepe.) when he suddenly went 'eh i gemuk oredi leh and rambut dah panjang. tak senonoh. ahahaha.' to which i replied 'bagus ah gemuk siak. u look better fatter. g gunting rmbut ah sebelum g ny.'

hes the kind of person who cuts his hair every month because he rimas. hed drag me to follow him and i didnt mind one bit because i dont like guys with long hair. tapi member sekarang bermimpi nak simpan rambut panjang. dia pun tak tau asal. abeh perasan smpai kata 'now my hair like josh groban.' to which i replied ' yah well. at least josh groban is cute.'

huahuahua.

i had started working last saturday. was okay, penat. i was doing closing the first day when i suddenly sang ure not alone by saosin. ni pasal dlm mrt, tt was the last song i had listened to before sampaing kerja. abeh mcm, malam2 buta tgh lap meja aku nak nyanyi lagu.

the next day, i was taking orders when suddenly inside my head the lagu tts on my blog tiba2 ada. then i had the weirdest urge to sing it, like in front of the customer. imagine me singing ba ba daa daaX5 right there and then. aduiii, apa ni yani. *shakes head*

Friday, June 15, 2007 - Y 20:11

one little two little three little kway teow yg semuanya udah dimakan sih!! (=

ok,
can u say BROKE MCM GILA BABI TAK PERNAH AKU BROKE NI MCM BEFORE?! zzz. like tt la how i am now. i live by one motto; no money, no talk. if ive got no money, i wont go out at alllllll. kalau org tu kata nak blanja aku pun aku will still bawak duit tau. my eyes now like terkebil2 sebab mcm confuse.(ble imagine tak mata aku terkebil2? mcm hamtaro gitu.. ahaha) mana smua duit aku pergi eh?

OH. bayar bill.
OH. top up ezlink.
OH. kosong like prata liao.

damn la. my last remaining $120 flew mcm burung pergi buat sangkar on pple nya bulu ketiak yg tebal mcm jungle. apa ini!!! yani..yani *shakes head* bila nak blaja jimat ni, awak?!

i personally (cey cey. nak personally personally pula. ckp je la, ni kn blog aku sendiri.) think tt being broke comes hand-in-hand with schooling. when u school and not work part-time pada masa yg sama, tt is. pls dont tell me about how ur mother gives you money to go shopping, to go party, to pay for ur condoms tt dont work, to pay for ur abortion (not tt i ask the mother for duit to buy condoms tt dont work. i dont buy condoms at all okeh! and no, i hvnt gone for an abortion either. NO LAH, i hvnt got a child la kotek!) and all those WITHOUT lecturing u first till her suara still terngiang2 ditelinga after shes already stop lecturing 4 long hours ago, after she had passed you the muchly loved (by you, not her ehhh) money and after u dah simpan duit baik2 jadi toyol tak ambil. I TAKNAK DNGR, I TAKNAK DNGR, U PAHAMMM!!! ure very fortunate, ill give you tt. i shall stop at tt before i start sounding (anymore) bitter (than i already am. huhu) and say mcm2 benda yg tak baik sebab ambition aku di dunia ini ialah untuk menjadi seorang yg baik dan beriman. (=

will be starting work next saturday - finally yo. duit ble masuk balik! - and since its the hols, ill try to ask for more schedule. AKU NAK DUITTTTT *makes the kind of voice, u know, bila org tak minum air for 3days and desperately asking for air, crawling on the floor, janggut panjang.. ok dah.*

hols aku for three weeks. sesiapa nak book aku, pls book by sunday eh. by sunday application dah tutup. EH AKU SERIOUS TAU.

- Y 13:44

i tak jadi ikut the mother pergi johor. eee, malas ah aku jauh2 smpai ke johor.

i have only eaten one hotdog clad in crispy2 roti tt the makcik sell at school. sedap sungguh tapi tak cukup. sekarang i lapar mcm mau mati lo tapi i must wait until 4pm. sebab bila 4pm baru kedai yg jual kway teow goreng sedap dan pedas tu buka. ahaha, ngada2 eh. minta kena sekel aja ni minah.

the holidays have finally arrived. aku sesangat gembira because i seriously need to get away from school. why cant school be filled with pple like these six?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 - Y 17:14

its time to lose weight when your favourite pair of pants can fit, but barely. i can zip it, i can run around in it (yeah, i tried it) and i cn still squat in it (i tried this too). but if i put on any more weight, gone case la kira itu sluar. & aku, aku pun gone case juga ah.

aku sekarang buncit gila mcm pregnant gitu sials. serious no bedek.

ive been surfing the net for the pass 3 hours. since nobody asks me out on a weekday, what else can i do right. lagi bagus aku duduk rumah depan comp tak buang duit daripada aku buat maksiat at luar pe, itu pun mak aku bising. haiya. i think i should ask the mother to start a blog. she seem to have alot more things to say than i do.

ive been going to websites to check out hairstyles. sebab aku kn, ehem, nak g rebond rambut tak lama lagi. no doubt it will be stick strght at first but my (rebonded) hair has always been a good hair some sort like how ive always been a good girl. ah nnti kalau aku dah rebond rmbut kn, kau tgk ah, nnti aku action nak mamps. hahaha.

k ah, mak aku suruh aku g beli sabun baju ah. aku dah agak da, she will do anything to get me off the comp for at least an hr. ZZZZ.

AH K. IM BACK. (its 1955hrs btw.)
aku dah beli sabuns for the bajus & the bajus tgh cuci.

somebody has gotten himself a gf. am very very happy for him because he had thought tt he was probably going to die alone. huahuahua. aku sepak takraw sama kau baru tau eh bebual tu mcm. i hvnt told him of my thinking tt maybe, just maybe, im a lesbian. this is not the normal 'im a lesbian at heart' kind of thing anymore. im seriously considering it leh. tapi nnti aku bilang dia kn, nnti confirm kena lecture. ni benda antara kita dua apasal nnti dia lecture sama aku, but sial lah, aku taknak kena lecture yo! kalau aku pekak, siapa yg susah? kauorg juga yg susah.

i hate joakim or however it is u spell his name. ya i know i dont know him but the sight of him irks me, even more in this lifeline show than singapore idol. MENYAMPAH AH SIALS.

AH ALRIGHT. ni gambr for 18 and above only. (padahal aku pun blm 18 ehh.)

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ridhwan the sealion. huahuahua.

member sendiri yg kata 'oh! gmbar yg mcm sealion tu eh?' when i asked about the pic. huhuhu. i had to make peace, make nice, beg pls pls pls baru dia kasi aku letak this pic here. smalam he had said tt he was going to dlete the picture. i have no idea why but it was probably because i had wanted to show anybody who is sad, this picture and he had probably read my mind. huhuhu.

i can imagine it already: ' asal kau sedih? meh sini aku aku tunjuk kau benda yg cn make kau ketawa k. dah dah, jgn sedih'. then i would lap ur air mata for u and hold ur hand lovingly (lovingly kepe. setep ni mcm cerita the house by the bank or something je!). i would lead u to the computer and log in to friendster. and then i will show u the picture.

and then u will react in either way:
1) AHAHAHAH. SIAL LAH, ASAL MUKA DIA TU MCM SIAL!! BURUKKKKK!!!

or

2) WAAAAAAAAAAA. *starts nangising again & harder than before*

for aku, the first time aku nmpak gmbar ni, aku tersedak air ludah skejap. anjat gegerl dibuatnya. huhuhu.

- Y 13:36

do listen to this song. nice la.

ive gotten myself a new job yet again. and hopefully, this one works out. fuuuh.

Monday, June 11, 2007 - Y 13:48

i have been passing my tests with flying colours. (=

this passing my tests with very good marks surprises me leh. sebab, mcm tt tym kn, i tgh naked insde the toilet nak mandi, tgh testing water wther the water heater aku dah on blm, then suddenly i screamed "AH FUCK LA!!". baru igt hari tu ada test ITI and i hvnt blaja. so then i mcm semangat tau bwk buku and notes all nak blaja dlm mrt. abeh dah gitu kn, i must stand all the way till city hall while in the train becos, as i had mentioned in one of the entries before this current one tt ure reading, office2 nya org smua menyibuk nak g kerja tym aku nak g sch.

then ah, when i dah dapat seat kn, i will duduk, buka to the first page, and then mcm ngantuk ahhh. so i close my eyes for 5 min ah. 5 min tu terus jadi 45min smpai lah train yg dinaiki oleh saya, si hamba tuhan yg baik dan rajin, dah smpai clementi pun.

abeh nnti kn, free time aku tak nak blaja tau! half an hour aku blaja. ni bukan for ITI je eh. DTG pun aku semangat bwk buku smua masuk mrt. aku sanggup take the train to pasir ris and bounce bck to clementi just so i cn have more time to study and get a seat cepat2. tapi, lebih cepat aku dpt seat, lebih cepat aku tido. tapi bgn tetap bila dah smpai clementi je lah. -_-" in between, aku igt, aku ada terbgn then aku still sempat think ' budak pompuan ni lawa seh. tapi asal eh dia pkai boots?' lepas tu ngorok balik.

sooooo,
in short kn,
AKU RASA AKU OTAK GELIGA AH!! AHAHAHAHAHA.

(mcm ye-ye. mintak kena sepak takraw je si yani ni!)
susah eh nak baca ni post, colour blue ni mcm yani-sengaja-nak-susahkn-hidup-org-yg-tgh-baca nya kind eh. :D

Saturday, June 9, 2007 - Y 17:20

intan, kau nak tgk siapa helmie sangat kn. TGK AH BNYK2. PUASKN THE THREE YEARS I MADE U WAIT. :D

helmie and i have this one date per year kind of thing going on eversince we broke up. it will be the usual food, movie and loads of catching up. we never do run out of things to say since we did didnt meet for 365days approximately and loads of things happen in 365days.

but this year, hes asked me out for another movie date; fantastic four. aku tau asal. ahaha, sebab he likes this one girl (he showed me a pic with two girls and when i asked 'yg mana satu seh?' he simply went 'u shud know the type of girl i go for pe'. so i guessed and i guessed right. huahuahua. dah ble jadi best ar helmie and i ni mcm.) and im the only one whose encouraging him to go for it. and he needs all the encouragement he cn get. he should probably stop being such a workaholic first, though. kerja pun ada limit la, kotek!

shrek 3 was great, btw. (=

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had flag day today. went from jurong east to woodlands (where i collected loads of money, yo!) back to jurong east and then home sweet home. i figured that since im stuck having to ask for donation might as well rembat jer all the way and do it well. i tebalkn muka, smiled like nobody's business even to those who dont smile back and held out the tin to every person walking pass me. (especially to handsome guys ok, ahahah. members all cannot do anything what except to donate. kalau tak hilang kehemseman dorang.) minta 20cents dapat 2dollar. tak minta, dapat 5dollar. huhuhu.

this one guy, he saw me and walked one big round siak. i pusing towards his direction just as he turned the corner. apa aja. taknak donate tak payah susahkn diri jln walk big round pe. kau pikir aku nak force kau pe. try chao kotek? btw, kwn kau hot ah. asal la kau gemuk and kuat? time kwn kau tarik kau to walk pass me, u shud have ikut kn u know. then i cn cuci mata somemore pe.

my ketiak gatal sak. its the new deodorant. i shud have stucked to adidas. puki, ni mcm aku taknak ada ketiak ah. susah bangat deh mahu garuk2. tapi okeh ah, ketiak aku tak bau pe. ahahah.

Thursday, June 7, 2007 - Y 15:47

im in love with irfan. i am serious gila punya! ( hello, hello. i happen to think tt he looks as every bit of a malay as his mother does, only tt of cos ada ciri2 mat salleh lah.)

i couldnt stop kissing him while he was here la. and now, ive got his picture as my wallpaper. and ive been showing it to anybody who would look. and i cannot wait for him to come back because then i bet, hed smile and laugh whenever i make funny faces at him.

aku ada lah over there mcm pikir 'asal seh si irfan ni, aku senyum2 and make funny faces dia buat bodoh?' rupanya pasal babies below 3mths old or something sees everything in a blur. they cannot focus yet. padan lah aku buat muka merepek smua org (excluding irfan, of cos) tgk aku mcm aku tak betul. how was i supposed to know seh? kau org pikir aku pernah ada baby before ke? hehs.

at last, selepas tiga hari then i get to know. ceh!

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the aunty, the mother and i were at toys r us the other day. the guy at the counter hemsem la. abeh makcik aku sengaja g to the front of the counter and mouthed 'HANDSOME KN!!' dgn semangat nya belakang budak tu. aku angguk je ah, sebab memnag hot pun. ahaha. abeh aku kpo ah ikut g depan biar mak aku line up sorang2. and then my makcik go smile at the boy la, then she cn still turn to me and say ' eh senyum la at dia. nnti dia senyum balik!' then the boy heard and was like paiseh oredi. abeh mak aku nya jahat eh, dah smpai at the depan, want to pay, go say to the boy 'anak cik ni (points at me) sebenarnya gatal. dia tgk adik hemsem, dari belakang dia terus kedepan nak tgk adik.'

WAHPIANG.

aku dah mcm ' EHHHHH!!!' nak strt bual balik and then the guy turned towards me and smiled and i was like ' k mampos.' and i ran out.

MAMA AND CIK ONAH JAHAT BANGAT DEH!!!! i want to die, i want to die!! i want go jump in front of mrt!! maluuuuuuuuuuu!!!! (for tt five minutes ah, yg part he turned and smiled at me. aku rasa dia memang dah tau pun aku think hes good looking, sebab yg part makcik aku suruh senyum jadi dia senyum balik tu, dia bual mcm satu dunia tu pekak. huahuahua.)

Tuesday, June 5, 2007 - Y 10:25

my date with the dentist is set on the 27th of june. damn my wisdom tooth la. aku nak mkn peh susah sebab very the sakit. im thinking of taking all of them out, eventhough only one of them hurts real bad, but rashidah tld me tt it had costed her $900 to take out 4 wisdom teeth and 2 other dunno-wot-name teeth. so to take out four would probably cost around $800 at least. ahh, i had asked the mother if i can use her medisave to pay for it but she gave me this ' are you for real' look when i told her tt its $800.

but then early this morning, she smsed me and asked me to make an appointment with the dentist. wah piang, hopefully after the dentist check my gigi yg sial, he'll set the operation date after my birthday. i dont want to have a swollen face while partying.

talk about my birthday, i only do want one thing: amor amor by cacharel.

im probably going to have to buy it myself because, ahaha, its expensive la. nvm, money is coming in soon (soon tu sebenarnya mcm lagi 20 hari. lmbat sials.) and then i shall go see-see which shop gives the best price. (=

i saw lovely shoes the other day. i saw lovely clothes. i also saw lovely bras and underwear (pls dont tanya asal i suka beli bras and underwear so much okeh.) basically, i saw loads of lovely things. whats not so lovely is that im broke at the moment and if i am to ask from the mother, ah.. dia bising 1000 tahun dulu sebelum she gimme the money. i tak kuasa yo! i taknak pekak sebelum i reach 75.

ive set shopping dates with the sedaras, umairah, rischka and intan. as per usual, i smua also okeh. so sekarng, nak kena tulis dlm buku date2 apa nak keluar ngn siapa jadi tak lupa. if not, i will confirm janji to keluar with them all on the same dates mcm selalu. abeh tu nnti tros aku panic sendiri and have to cancel or set another date last minute.

im so glad the great singapore sale is till july.

hongkong memanggil come august. i cannot wait but no worries. the months are flying fast mcm jetplane and confirm nnti bila dah smpai masa, aku masih belum siap kn barang2 to pergi there. and then i sure will panic cos i no money so then i will berbaik with the mother, tolong kemas rumah la, lipat baju la, cuci pinggan la just so she wont bising abt my spending too much on things that i dont need until want to go to hongkong no own money left and must ask from her. aku tau perangai aku and i bet the mother also tau. huahuahua.

aku lapar ah. :D

Sunday, June 3, 2007 - Y 23:49

theres this thing going on around saying tt roslan might be gay. i absolutely refuse to believe tt because firstly, i just dont want to, and secondly, if hes gay then i cannot like him (as in aku kn number one fan dia, kadang-kadang. haha.) anymore.

im not prejucdiced against gays or anything, heck one of the person whos closest to me is gay, but....... i wont/tak boleh ah siol like gays lah. its tt thought of them having sex with another guy, butt to cock, ALAMAK, I CANNOT LA BRUDDER.

*prays* roslan is not, not, so the very not gay. tapi kalau gay pun, apa nak bikin. senyum kau tetap aku suka. (=

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everybody is getting their happy endings. mine is stuck in a rut and probably will remain that way forever. certain things made me sad yesterday but i refuse, i abso-fuking-ly refuse to cry because its not worth it. this is not just abt tt one person (u didnt have to call me, u know. wth was the 'how are u' all about?), this is about so many things, all balled up into one. i had contemplated staying at home and not go to school for a few days. take a rest and get all the things sorted but then again, i decided tt school is probably the best damn thing tts gonna happen to me in the many months to come, so yeah. a good schgirl, i shall be. the mother will be proud to hear tt my goal for this year is not to miss a single day of school.

itu takkan terjadi ah, sure will some days i sakit one what. (ceybedah! belum terjadi dah tau. mana tau sekali tuhan kasi aku good health all year long. *WAHSEHH emoticon*)

talk about crying, the only person who has ever seen me really2 cry is intan and only intan it shall be. im not a big fan of crying my heart/eyes/apa2 pun ah out, face-to-face, in front of anybody. okeh okeh, riduwan ah, tu pun pasal dia mcm cb buat aku nangis. lepas tu he kiss me then i okeh oredi. ahahaha. kental tapi tu mcm sweet ah. eh siol, ni cerita lama sak. tapi sekarang aku strong. smua benda pun aku stakat roll eyes and go to sleep before my eyes start having waterfalls coming out of them. ini tactic baik punya la. crybabies should try. and then ull become a crybaby no more!!

aku malas nak layan org pun sekarang aku tidur je. lama2 aku jadi mcm kucing nnti. kalau aku kucing kn, aku nak jadi kucing parsi. nmpak aja gemuk tapi sebenarnya kurus. mcm aku ah.. aku nampak aja gemuk, tapi i kurus (at heart, all the time), u know!! heh heh heh. (=

k bantal aku dah memanggil ah yo!

Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Y 22:05

okeh eh. comp aku nya sound drive tak ada kn. eversince my comp has to be repaired kn. abes all the songs yang berlambak2 tt i painstakingly dwnloaded, dah collect cantik2, smua hilang kn. ITU TAKPA. ITU CERITA LAMA NAK MAMPOS.

mp3 aku kn, for the past two days, jam like fuck lah okeh. i had to turn the damned mp3 for two whole days, kasi battery habis, re-charge and then, baru 30mins ago cn use again la. and then u know ah, i uploaded new songs into my mp3. maklum lah, comp dah okeh kan( in the no sound drive sense).

then i sexcited oredi sia. i sat on the bed, turned on the kipas and turned on the mp3. abeh kn, aku check punya check smpai i think my mata juling, only the newly uploaded songs are in my mp3. the other 300plus songs, the ones i religiously listen to everyday of the week, are gone. ini cue aku pengsan.

it does seem to me tt i might be the only one who hasnt seen pirates of e caribbean. everybody is going on and on about how good the show is and aku feel down la. because i so semangat smpai watch the 2nd part twice and now third part, aku mcm belum sempat2 nak tgk lagi. zzzz.

i watch the 2nd part twice pun pasal tt time wan had free tix and he was so enthu abt watching it altho aku already tgk with the family. abeh member bising every five minute ask me whats gonna happen next.

ah k ah. i want watch dirty dancing. bye bye.

ARIYANI

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