went to meet the classmates for seoul garden at causeway point last friday. i was an hr late even though i was frm home. padahal pukul 9 mata aku dah terbuka besar-besar, gave myself another 10min to feeling sexy on the bed and niat hati nk kemas rumah. mcm lagu niat hati taknak berpisah aja tapi niat tak kesampaian sebab aku turn on the comp terus my pantat melekat on the chair cannot get up. (=


i got ready at 11, was done by 12. bukan pasal makeup tau i lambat, but because i have this bad habit of lepas mandi tgh pkai tuala, aku suka duduk depan kipas. ambil angin sekajap.. kadang2 buka mulut sikit to mkn angin. hahahaha, k the latter part bedek eh. lepas pakai undergarments, aku duduk depan kipas lagi abeh wrap myself in my blanket. part tu selalu aku tertidur skejap. heh.


reached at 1plus and fuuuuuuhhh, all their faces like stuffed turkeys on thanksgiving. haha. and for coming late, i was punished at having to seat at this very janggal seat. the rest of the seats all taken but me no complain cos hey, aku lagi penting kan makan then nk risau pasal getting a bad seat.





i have been intending to get my dkny watch repaired. it was my mother's bday gift to me last year and its expensive and i had only used it when im going out. not to school, neither to work because i am somehow more accident-prone when im at those two places.


the watch had been functioning okay.. until i accidentally poured a whole lot amount of water onto in. the numbers are now not clear and somehow, the other day, i mangaged to break the strap. i had thought of superglueing it but i dont think the mother would approve. plus i dont think it would work. the glue is just gonna get all over my hands.


i should just go and get that adidas watch. sorry ah, no mcm power ranger watch for me k. its another type, that i have been looking for for ages. i somehow never see it around in any shops that i go to until last week.


dont talk to me about school cos i dont like school much at this moment.


and the mother is getting on my nerves real bad. ill tell another time for i have to get ready for seoul garden at causeway pnt with the clasamates. jauh nk mampos mcm aku nak naik cab aja. but then again, i am not the kind of person who'd waste money on cabs unless absolutely neccessary.



when the mother came home, she asked me so as to why i have got my mobile turned off. it was only then i realised that there was no network. i checked the details of the msgs that started coming in and was surprised to find they were sent to me two hrs ago. lama nah phone aku takda network. no wonder senyap aja.


exams are in 14days and according to schedule that i did for myself, i was supposed to start studying.... last week. and then i turned the page and saw that i had pushed studying to today. mampos. today dah la aku ni feeling2 lazy, monday can start.


ive only got 10days to revise for 22chaptrs because i dont do studying for exams on weekends. heh heh.





tough times dont last, tough girls do.
i have been believing in that for as long as i rmbr, and i think its time some of my girls do too.

eyebags aku pun boleh tahan berat.

in ikea, u know how they have these mock bedrooms? there was one that mn had said would be perfect for me.



mn: eh yani! this room is perfect for you la.
y: dah apasal pula?
mn: sebab sini katil, abeh pusing sikit dah smpai dapur!
y: haha, otak kau! mentang2 aku dah gemuk.



the 'room' was small, cosy and yeah, three steps away frm the damn kitchen. like really three steps. the kitchen is in the bedroom itself. siak ni kalau aku tak walk away bila dia tgh shiok sendiri ketawa tadi, confirm nnti dia tambah2 ckp 'hmm, cupboard ni boleh simpan cornflakes. ah yg ni kau boleh sumbat small fridge ke..'



i know him too well, already. :P



bought the intended picture frames, i went crazy over pillows and lamps and he ooh-ed and aah-ed over bed frames. weird boy but hes really nice sometimes. he rushed home, bathed and reached ikea on time although i smpaied half an hr later (he has never scolded me for being late, i just realised), he said ive got nice calves for they are of a nice shape - got such thing one meh? dekni asal boleh hembus aja confirm - and that its only my tummy that is melampau when i complained abt my ever increasing weight. he laughed it off when he found out what i dragged him to ikea for. plus he was really sweet this morning tapi malas aku nk elaborate. penat ah asyik bual pasal di aja. hahaha.











i shall update as soon as i get back frm ikea. mn is so gonna flip when he gets to know all that im buying are 2frames that cost 2bucks each for the teachers. lol lol. biar! :D

member went to get his hair dyed and highlighted earlier on in the day befre karaoke. i think whtever colour he had asked for, the aunty took no heed for she still did his hair matrep style. he called he strghtaway after she was done w his hair and whined abt how bad it was.

me being the way i am, tried to reassure him that it probably wasnt that bad......until i saw his hair. hahahaha, omg. i was just telling him the other day how hes nt that mat-ish anymore now that he has had his tattoo zaman gangster removed. sekali rambut spoil gila babs la. :D

but today ok already. he so semangat called me just now exclaiming ever so sexcitedly that he was dying his hair black at that precise moment. huahuahua.

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come tuesday, it'll be the third consecutive week that im to do megaplay while at work. when i saw that i must do megaplay again, i felt like beating debbie up. shes not my favourite person right now - not that she has ever been - for cocking up my schedule and for putting me at the most boring stn ever for three fucking weeks. me no likey! so shes new, but a month plus has got to be enough time to know how ek works right? everybody takes turns doing all the stns because siapa sials nk buat same place all the time? gah!

i got a complaint letter from this ang moh party guests. kanina said that the game i played with the children for the party was dangerous. wahlau! dangerous mcm akon punya lagu agaknya. angry ah me.

ok go, tired of complaining already. haha.

bagus mcm pantat kau juga la. haha.


i am an ares fan, but my brother had almost cabut my kepala from my body when i meekly (haha, really! because my brother suddenly very fierce ah!) suggested tt maybe we should download ares . dah sudah, jgn eh! bnyk virus, he said.

ah so now i have to go around asking pple to trnsfer me songs. damn leceh and i feel so menyibuk whenever i do ask for my friends to trsnfer me songs. but then if i dont, then there'll be no songs for me to put in my mp3.

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when i teased matnoh abt wearing blue tights. he gave me a "eh itu untuk protect my knees and shins okehhhh." ntah betul ke tidak but his company seriously need to re-think their sports-meet colour scheme. whoever thought of having bright orange shirts and blue shorts seriously minta pantat kena pukul smpai nangis.

ni game best. game 'find md noh'

he had said that its okay for me to put up those pictures and make fun of him as long as i tell everybody that he won gold for the 100m dash, a silver and a bronze in two other events. ah ok, kau king of sports. now everyone knows.

aku pun king. king paling besar dlm dunia.... king kong. hahaha.

I AM ADDICTED TO THESE, MAN!! HEH HEH.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great admirer of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

the presentation for TPS was pretty stupid. mrs yeo didnt have the keys for B1-05 and she expected us to present it outside the room on the benches opposite it. mas' lappie was low on batt, there was nowhere to charge it and mrs yeo simply told us to "just present w/o the ppt slides". i was like O.O because i had re-did all of the ppt slides as she did nt approve of the background colour of the original one. minta kena sepak takraw ehhh?


so my group presented, although we didnt cover much as most of the points are in the ppt slides itself and then guess what she said? "you all just burn this ppt la, but i wont even open it because your computer and thumbdrives got virus" which was true - the virus thingy - but kalau aku tahu shes nt going to even bother to open it (we would have cleared the damn virus first la, of course!), i wouldnt have kept late nights to finish the damn slides. she wouldnt have known that i had done changes anyways.


gah!


went to meet intan and hawa right after school to have tauhuay alllllllllllllll the way at dhoby ghaut. intan's idea which was nt a bad idea, afterall. heh heh.




You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


on another issue altogether;




i have been posting wordy entries - very long ones, somemore - so get ready for picturessssss! (=


the weather for 080808 was wonderful. it didnt rain but it wasnt too warm either. i went out to meet mas, yul and afiq for karaoke. i had sent a msg to afiq earlier on to inform him that 'siapa lambat kena rembat' and guess who yang lambat? ok i give you clue.. her breasts are of very cute sizes. HAHAHA.


i asked them to go ahead and start without me because the place can only hold the booked room for us for 15min tops. i arrived almost half an hr after they started feeling-feeling singapore idols. gua smpai with dbl cheeseburger in hand because members tetiga dah lantak burger king ah sebelum dtg karaoke and i hadnt even so much had anything to drink. so i kapok their drinks instead and ate mas' bk fries. hmmm, sedaaaaaap.. sebab free! :D


we had three very good hours. we became back-up dancers (belajar from afiq) to whoever was singing, and belted out sesumbang-sumbangnya many many songs. 3hrs seemed too short and i was itching to extend it for one more hour. wasnt possible though because it was already after 7pm and we were supposed to meet the rest for dinner at 8pm.


i realise that i have been karaokeing alot. to celebrate my birthday we went for karaoke, tak celebrate apa-apa pun karaoke juga. haha, tapi gua suka karaoke, so.. no complains.

feeling cute ah aku.

afiq feeling KRU, i swear!

My G's. i had asked them to either turn up in dresses which may be black if they want to. kalau tak, kalau their tops cn be of any colour except for black. nafiqa named me the little empress for demanding as such. ahaha. birds, beberds. haha!
the boys who were early; afiq, fazli (i think his name is spelled like this), mingshun, mark.

kecil2 dulu jaga turtle,

turtle suka jln2 atas table

kalau dah plan they two tak pernah paitao, tak pernah bubble
aww so sweet, in this picture ni dua mcm couple. :P

i missed this two damn much.
look at nafiqa's boobies. wow weeee, mcm papaya!

my pretty girls.
like how ive said many times before; the one whom i always look for first on mornings in school.
(=

the chocolate pudding thingy sedap and very rich. and the other one, tastes like kuih keria but a wetter version.

wan and rashidah. 3 yrs already, right?

us girls have this habit of taking turns baca doa mkn everytime its meal time. fazli kena baca the doa mkn for us all because it was the first time hes meeting us all, just like how azman kena when it was his first time too.

ok boy, u pass the test already. now cn start holding hands. HANDS ONLY.

a'ah aku mmg suka ambil gmbar sendiri.

umai baked these for me. :D :D :D :D

pressie!

another pressie!

will be going out with the T2 girls later. mcm malas pun adaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! gah, not being able to go to sleep even when its waaaaaay past 2am is really getting to me. nabei.


i went to suliani's blog and saw that she had done a few of blogthings' quizzes. and look what i found..

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Honest

Like it or not, your friends are going to hear the truth from you. You know that the truth hurts, but living a life of lies is much worse. So while you're definitely kind and supportive, you don't pull any punches with your friends. Everyone knows where they stand with you. And what you like and dislike about them. While some may be initially turned off by your honesty, your friends have come to consider it a virtue. After all, in world of white lies and deceptive politeness, you can be counted on for honesty and integrity. Your friends need you most when: They need good advice or an intelligent opinion You really can't be friends with: Needy, emotional people Your friendship quote: "True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance."

and because i like the colour green so damn much, i was given this:

What Your Green Outfit Means

Having a unique style of dress is quite important to you. You're a bit of an oddball, but you're also very friendly. No worries - people find your eccentricities charming! Designer match: Diane Von Furstenberg Signature accessory: A vintage purse

wah all good things. i bet they dont really have results that say that much negative things. (=


i want to watch the fireworks. i heard its as pretty as always (mas had told me so) and as with all other things that lights up the night sky such as twinkling stars and glowing moon, i have always been in awe of fireworks. there has been no chance for me to do so because i have either been busy with school/work or been lazy to drag my flat ass out of my home. more so to the former, surprisingly. heh.


unfortunately for me, ill be working full shift on saturday, so there goes my national day. sad eh? its nt that im patriotic, its just that i dont think ive ever missed watching the national day show on tv. ive never watched it live EVER, except for that one time in primary five where i got to go for the preview with all the other kids la. i dont feel that im missing out on much by not being there to watch it live, thank god im not one of those girls who are always whining about what i dont have, cos the traffic jams after the show are sure to be horrid although id still go if i am to have a chance. thank god also for colour tv and repeat telecasts.


this year would is the year of repeat telecast shows for me, im sure. national day's and hari raya's. ill be going back to kampung for 4days for raya -- omg la ok. when i heard the mother said 'jadi balik kampung' my jaw dropped cause i thought it had been cancelled, that my secret wish had came true but apparently not. when she said 'four', i think that was when my brains accompanied by loads of blood started oozing out of my ears -- and will be missing out on that show they do every malam raya. all i care about are the shows, and spending my first day of raya at home as per usual. i resist change sometimes, especially when they are those that interrupts the way how i spent particular days since from years before. me no likey.


enough of complaints.


i went to the library the other day and searched for The Kite Runner. i have meant to read this book from many months ago eversince i was wrking at Borders. everybody was either buying it, reading it or raving about it. i had meant to buy the book but never got round to it because during that last few moments between buying the book and spending it on some other frivolous things, i would always decide to spend my money on something else. im fickle-minded like that.


i had asked hairil (if my memory serves me right, its him whom i had asked) that one time, while we were shelving and finding books for customers who demand the world from us, if the story is any good. he said he didnt finish reading the book, only halfway, because he had wnted to cry real bad while reading it and thus put it away cos he didnt want to be bawling by the end of it. there was a man of nearing thirty in two years, who looks amazingly like hes 20 (ok ni info tak perlu but heck. he really does look like hes 20!), and the story made him wanted to cry. i never in my life can imagine a man crying over a story in a book (i have cried though, tons of times. haha), and i highly doubt that hairil is a man who cries, or who'd admit to crying that easily.


wah, the book must be good hor.


azimah next. 'the book is very very sad.. i cried', i think that was what she said.


ok i have to read the book.


now, i am no fan of tear-jerkers because i know myself. im a piece of emotional shit who'd even cry while watching movies with happy endings sometimes! so imagine how id cry my heart of hearts out if its sad story. i sure will nangis like there is no tmrw, kay.


anyways, azimah gave me the perfect solution. just go borrow the book from the library. it was a no-brainer but it never came across my mind to do so until she mentioned it. no brains ah me. huahua.


i worked at Borders for half a year, have left Borders for three months now, and i only borrowed The Kite Runner last week. it took me 9freakinglongmonths to get hold of and to read that one book that i had heard about and wanted to read so much. -_-


anyways, i finally have the book in my hands. but ive only just started reading it because before this, i was reading the normal brand of books that i waste my brain on: chick lits. i love em chick lits so much that i can never deny myself from borrowing at least one whenever im at the library.


its been a long time since ive read a so-called serious story with many words tt i had forgotten i even know. The Kite Runner is making my brains run treadmills, mind-gym version. after two days, im only at page 61. i finish my chick lits in two days. on good days, i finish them in one. they're so easy to understand and get carried away with, no problemo. The Kite Runner is also easy to get carried away with but im not in that point of time while i was in secondary school anymore. those days, i read books day in day out -- no chick lits for me! and i am not talking abt reading my textbooks, kay. haha -- nt caring about any other things like talking to my friends much nor watching tv. id have snapped at anybody who sibuk aja make me stop reading my book for a while. my brains were at their best then, now they're all lembik.


ah, see how time has changed me. ive grown to become more bimbotic and talk more than i should. and omg, this post very long hor! haha, okay bye.


i bayar puasa today. i made it through without many temptations because ive got thoughtful friends who feel bad eating in front of me. i still went for rockclimbing, still climbed and since ive gotten my level one, i also want to action ah belay pple. hahaha.


sekali i terbelay salah and got reminded quite severely about it. i had endangered yusof's life unknowingly and all that i did while being given the speech? i smiled. aku tahu perangai aku cb, tgh kena marah and all i still senyum-senyum mcm kambing. but i cannot do anything abt it because thats the way i am (and i definitely wont do anything abt it) and its how i react to things. i smile and go with the flow. i acknowledge my mistake and nowwwwww i know that i can move back while belaying if the climber is going way too fast for my short hands to tighten the rope. cis, nobody told me that.


matnoh called halfway through, disturbed me abt being a bodybuilder which i ignored and told him abt my fasting today. and he went 'kau bayar puasa pasal nk lose wt eh?' i terus tershut-up because that is partly true. i had the intention to bayar puasa (ikhlas ok!) and at the same time i also mcm kill two birds w one stone la. this is the perfect opportunity for me to lose weight juga kan.


he knows how i think, why i do what i do, he sees right through me. im scared of what other things he might already know. *pening-pening tahi lalat*